So, my “best” friend ditched me. I am not in her life anymore because I pointed out her not being there for me and then asked her to reflect on it. Fuck her. If she was my best friend it would have been talked out. Go to hell.
Anyhow… i am back to 1.5 bottles. Still holding strong although when she texted me she did not want to interact with me I had 2. But it was shitty because she does not dictate my life anymore. I am free.
The latest development was that she texted me after I tried to salvage our friendship (stupid me). Aida decided that our friendship was over after we fought for a few days. She let me know that our relationship is unhealthy and she needs to take care of her well-being blah blah. I am genuinely flabbergasted as for the past 10 years our interactions were limited to social gatherings at her house or meeting friends at a bar. We talked, laughed, and had a good time all around. But I was denied an opportunity to ask the question about what it is that was unhealthy (she literally told me not to respond because she wouldn’t receive my response) and I needed to post my response to her which I need for my own well-being and some semblance of closure as it would be playing in my head over and over. “Deal Aida, I hope your well-being gets well soon. I wish you only the best living in your kingdom of Passiva Agressiva where you are the queen. Go to hell.”
Don’t know what to say beyond that. That was the biggest thing that happened.
