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Wednesday

10.25.23

I slipped after Aida ditched me and got back to 2.5 bottles… Now I am tapering again. I am at 1.3 currently. and I am making progress again. This time I will take it slow and make sure I stick to the plan. I know I can do it. The highlight of today was going to the Pharmacy to get…

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Monday

10.16.23

So, my “best” friend ditched me. I am not in her life anymore because I pointed out her not being there for me and then asked her to reflect on it. Fuck her. If she was my best friend it would have been talked out. Go to hell. Anyhow… i am back to 1.5 bottles. Still holding strong although when…

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Monday

10.9.23

Today is rough. I am contemplating getting another bottle of wine… It’s not because of withdrawals but because I just need to feel numb. I think I am allowed to break down once in a while… It’s a hard journey and not always straightforward because it is a journey. At our work meeting today, my boss insinuated that I do…

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Sunday

10.8.23

I know I am not posting every day but things of quitting hard so far. However, slowly I got to 1.1 bottles. I don’t know how I did it and I am afraid that with this amount I will crave horribly… Just a waiting game so far. But my brain needs to get used to less alcohol every day so…

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Thursday

20.5.23

So, I am vulnerable now to admit that I have to stop drinking alcohol. I will record my journey here. So far I am tapering as the side effects are just too much. I used to drink three bottles a day and now I am on 1.5. I am proud of myself even though it is a slow way to…

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Monday

7.3.23

Today’s task was to “sabotage Hollywood”. I decided to share a quick reviling of the ending of a movie. Here are the ones I watched. 1. Appolo 13 — They don’t make it to the moon but returned safely. 2. Forrest Gump — Forrest’s mum and Jenny die but leave Forrest with a baby. 3. Karate Kid — Daniel wins.…

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Thursday

5.25.23

Today’s task was to “buy your own grain of sand in the Bahamas.” Apparently, there is a price range: 1. Grain of sand near the beach toilets – $1 (convenient but no. there will be so many people stomping on it) 2. Grain of sand under a palm tree – $2 (tempting as it is hot but don’t want to…

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Sunday

5.21.23

Today’s task was “Homeless Day.” I was supposed to sit in a preferable corner with a sign of what I am begging for. Seeing how it is still a weekend I was able to do it without feeling guilty for begging while doing my well-paying job. Here are my choices: 1. Used to be a taecher (I assume it is…

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Monday

5.16.23

Today’s task is to Public Ridicule Day. Here are the things I did: 1. Whistle the theme of “Chariots of Fire.” 2. Mistake someone for a celebrity (yes, I got a Pamela Anderson one on my walk with Opee. 3. Let your ice cream fall out of the cone (Thank you Starbucks for the substitute of the ice cream!) 4.…

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Sunday

5.14.23

Today’s task was to answer spam e-mails. I have plenty in my email (usually dating for seniors). However, I got this one today: “Make your penis huge.” Go figure. I guess whoever bought my info from hackers thought “Tatiana” was a male name. Here is my response: “Thank you for this wonderful opportunity. I don’t have one (although I wish…

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