fog
Wednesday

10.21.26

I took a break from posting and all social media. Needed to cut myself off from technology and use the computer only for work. Sometimes I get overloaded. What came out of it was me reading like crazy. In this time, I’ve read 25 books. I won’t post the list. You just have to trust me. I don’t even watch…

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buddha picture
Saturday

6.20.26

Bought a new car. It’s a KIA K4. It is all I was able to afford comfortably. I don’t want to live for a car payment, and prices have skyrocketed since I bought my last one. From 17 to 25k even for a base model. The shyster dealer talked me into buying an extended warranty even though KIA has an…

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heather lake
Tuesday

3.10.26

Star is sick again… Poor baby… But I am so tired of the illnesses, and a lot of meds do not help πŸ™ I don’t know how to keep it at bay. At this point, I have spent close to 10K on her already. That’s most of my savings… I hate to complain, especially about something I cannot control. It’s…

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leaves
Monday

2.16.26

Another start of the week. Rainy days are here again. I started power walking as a transition to running. But I forgot that I am not a spring chicken anymore and don’t recover as I used to. This became apparent after I did 4 miles the other day and was out of commission the next day. This is all part…

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water
Tuesday

2.10.26

Reading “Ada or Ardor” by Nabokov. What a racy book! Nabokov mastered erotica without being vulgar. But of course, he is a master. I believe it was published last in his chain of other books. Sex, incest, and a great love story… what’s not to like? I absolutely see how he employed Anna Karenina at the beginning of the book.…

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Sunday

2.1.26

The new year came and went uneventfully. Celebrated in my private Idaho with my furry baby by my side. No stress, no social anxiety, no forcing myself to do small talk. Bliss. But the year start was shitty and was full of health problems. I am still waiting for tests, etc. Does not help that my primary doctor is incompetent…

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star
Sunday

12.7.25

As this year moves towards the end, I am going through a re-evaluation of my life and finding out who I am. I have lost sight of who I am. Personality crisis? I think so. I know that this is bonkers. I have lived for 53 years on this earth, and only now do I realize that essentially I have…

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art detail
Monday

8.4.25

I am on the kick of setting my condo further. I love designing spaces and spend a lot of time at home, so I really need a beautiful and comfortable space to exist in. The living room is finally complete with a new, beautiful, and super comfy sleeper sofa (for visitors), pillows, and lamps. Now I moved onto the bathroom.…

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love tree pic
Friday

7.25.25

I am proud to say that I am finally entirely self-sufficient. As you might have deduced, I live alone. Most of my friends have either moved to a different state, or I am no longer comfortable asking for help. Sometimes, people do amazing things for you. But I did not have a chance to really thank them for the help…

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picture of death
Wednesday

6.16.25

Today, I am writing about my biggest fear because of the current administration. I am a naturalized citizen, but Trump’s latest policy states that naturalized citizens are subject to having their citizenship revoked. Thus, I live in constant fear and absolutely will not travel outside the US for the possibility of not being allowed access back. Goodbye, walking the Camino…

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